My heart is full of love and broken
at the same time. The loss of a fur baby cannot be explained,
or understood, until one has gone through the death of a pet.
Its a pain like nothing else
I have ever felt. Ive lost family and friends, and am
in no way trying to take away from the pain one feels when a
human dies, for me, the death of a pet feels different.
Unconditional, that is what dogs
give us. Perhaps thats why their death hits us so darn
hard. Dogs do not judge, they just want to love us...and they
love us really well.
Buzz and Hendrix gave me purpose
to life when I didnt believe I was deserving, they helped
me live life more than I ever thought one could. My boys showed
me how to watch, and listen when words cannot be spoken.
Humans find fault in one another,
dogs just dont do that to us. They are so happy to see
us, even when we just run to the bathroom.
Thats why my boys death hurts
so much, they absolutely loved me for me.
I WILL grieve until the day we
are all together again. My grief will come in waves of tears,
laughter, silence, and who knows what else. I grieve for superhero
dogs, Misfits and Wolves, that now play at the Rainbow Bridge,
I grieve for them too, they believed in me. I will never apologize
for my grief. And do not ever say its just a dog.
I miss you two every day, and love
you so very much Buzz and Hendrix, I thank you for showing me
how to love, even through pain.